It's our light not our darkness...

Standing at the funeral graveside of a friends mum today, it struck me at the amount of love flowing forward from those that stood deeply grieving the loss of someone that they loved unconditionally. Many times in my life I have heard people say how they'd like to see or experience their own funeral. Today it was so obvious that this person who has moved on has had an enormous effect upon those around her in her life. Her light shone so bright and touched many in such a deeply powerful way. I wonder did she realise this.

It baffles me how so many people, me included at times, spend so much of our lives finding fault with ourselves. We seem to be drawn to look at our own shadows out of some fear over what we might see were we to look into the light. It is easier for us to search around in the grunge and murkiness and use this as the fuel to our self image. Once we have our fill we then walk around attracting this same energy and then wonder why our lives are so challenging and difficult. We distract ourselves by playing the blame gain, rather than realising that we are the creation of our own reality.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,talented and fabulous?

For me personally, I refer to it as the Prairie dog syndrome. I consider myself fortunate to be quite a positive person day-to-day. Most days I bound out of bed at my life that awaits me. I am enriched by the colours, smells and wonderment of the moments. The smell of coffee. The glint in other peoples eyes throughout the day. The weeds growing from the top of chimney pots on the roofs as I walk to work. Life truly is a magical thing. My feeling of self. Nevertheless, weeks or months pass by and it is like I have being carried by a tornado to a distant time and dropped back down to now. So, the prairie dog pops his head back out and breathes in the utter joy of life again. Although why do I feel the need to forget this nourishing and tasty reality? This love of self and what that brings with it. Do I believe I don't deserve it. Or perhaps as Marianne Williamson puts it, "Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."

Now, imagine for one moment a new reality. Powerful beyond all measure. By letting our own light shine freeing others from fear so that they can shine. Imagine a world with more light. Light that spreads and grows and takes people out of their prairie dog holes. One where you can see the good you deserve and attract all this good towards you. Being an inspiration in this sometimes cloudy world. When the New Year turned this was my promise to Sam. For Personal Mastery. To shine love on myself in mind, body and heart so I can be fit to shine as bright as possible. I feel it is my responsibility and one that I am more than willing to accept in this life I have.

We are bigger than greed!

One theme that surfaced after the last boom and crash was that as Irish people we had learnt from the experience. Greed had made us blind and going forward we knew that we lost some part of ourselves in the madness.

Bizarrely it appears the lesson wasn't learnt very well. With Rental Property prices back to 2006 rates and in some cases 20% higher with the new Weekly Rentals popping up all over the city. Unfortunately for us the house we are renting us up for sale so we are now looking for a new home to move into at one of the most insane markets we have ever seen. After living in Kimmage for 9 years in a rental and watching the madness ensue we had to leave our lovely home in early 2015. At the time of leaving our landlord was looking to increase the Rent to €1,350. At the time we thought this was a little high although now a year later I wish we had being able to stay. Houses in worse condition of exactly the same size and same distance to town are now looking for €1,800.

To add to the insult the standard of properties is shocking. We viewed a property late last week where the developer owned all 16 townhouses and a block of apartment. It looked like the property had not being updated since it was built new in the late 1980's. Meeting landlords they are telling you that you are lucky that they are painting the interior or putting new furniture in, as their are cues of people who will take anything. Each house we have visited there have being lists of people interested prior to us putting our name on the list. We are checking Daft and MyHome on an hourly basis trying to make sure we are the first to call.

So, what has happened. Well the biggest mistake of course is the Irish Government. As soon as rumour got out that there might be a freeze placed on landlords from increasing their rent prices started increasing. Suddenly we had an increase across the board in Dublin.  Then they came out with their lame excuse of a solution. Rental prices have being increasing continuously in November and December and now January has brought in a new hike again. You can see properties in Dublin where landlords are increasing their prices on listings due to the high volume of calls they are receiving.

Another obstacle appears to be the Letting Agencies. They are trying to get every property that is renting privately and this is causing another price increase as they stick their fee ontop of the rental price. Greed has taken hold and is spreading like wildfire. Another bubble is expanding and who is going to pay this time. So, what have we learnt?

I was heading back to our house last night and passed the new homeless shelter on Thomas St and there was a cue of around 30 people standing outside at 6.30pm in the evening. "Greed is the knife & the scar runs deep." The increase in homelessness in Ireland is all down to greed. We know in our hearts what we did last time was lunacy. Do we want to leave more scars for the generations to come? I believe we have it in us to become the change we wish to see in the world. What can we do to prevent us losing ourselves in this new frenzy that has taken the city by storm?